Bram, docs?

There are no experts in RSD here, even though this is a med school town. The usual array of other docs of course in my advanced age group.
I had
not gone to my PM doc for years now, and just returned mainly because of the need for toe surgery. And because of painful living, though I do not consider it to be RSD pain. I told her I don't see the point in living when I wake up in such pain every day from various things even if it's not RSD, I am so afraid to risk setting that off again, you know?