Hubbie had his 'Welcome to Medicare' physical today. He has been having tremors in his left hand. The first thing that came to my mind at the time was Parkinson but he never had anything else but tremors in that one hand. Sometimes has them, most of the time doesn't. So I took a video with my Ipad. So just like with my physical last week, I went in with a list of concerns. The tremor was at the top of the list. So I showed it to Dr. C. He looked at it and continues with the physical doing things and asking questions that I thought were just normal things for a physical. So after the awful prostate exam and everything was done he sat us down and said 'now let's talk about that tremor'. Well I knew then that it wasn't going to be a nice talk. Parkinsons. One of the questions he asked was about his sense of smell. Well it's been shot for years but he, husband, has always attributed it to long term use of Afrin nasal spray. Dr. C said that scientist have found that people with Parkinsons have had a loss or severely diminished sense of smell years before their first symptoms appeared. In the exam he put his hand on the bend of his elbow and then lifted his lower arm and had Charlie lower it. I guess there is something called a 'cogwheel effect'. It's like when something goes through the gears individually. You can feel it. He felt it there. So he is going to set up an appointment with my neurologist.

I have already looked Sinemet which is one of the drugs for Parkinsons and the side effects are awful, especially the neurological ones. My husband has always said that he didn't intend on living past 70 since the men in his family die young. 70 is about the age they all die. I know my husband and I know he would rather die than have some of these side effects. He would just probably stop the drug and let the progression takes it course.

When we were walking out to the car, or rather being blown out to the car, he said that this is not to be discussed with anyone, even our girls until he shows any symptoms that 'the condition' is noticeable. Well you better believe I called both my girls. He may not want to think about it but I need the support of my girls.

I just hope it doesn't take long to get in with my doctor. I have my own yearly physical in March. If it is much past March, I will mention it to her and see if she can get him in sooner or I will be having such severe high blood pressure they can't read it. I am trying not to stress eat and continue my exercising. Charlie very faithfully walks about 2 miles a day, every day. He was a pharmacy tech in a big hospital before he retired and was used to walking the long halls delivering drug carts. The day after he retired he was at the mall walking 2 miles.