Hey Renee

I'm so sorry you've got all that to deal with at the moment, that stomach pain must've really scary, and of course you're stressed out worrying... It's a viscious circle.
I agree that you need to get some of these things checked out, although I completely sympathise with you not wanting to have them. You need to know what's causing all the pain, and at least the tests will rule out some stuff. You do need to try and de-stress yourself a bit though if you can, because all this stress will be making everything worse for you.
Don't beat yourself up about the meds thing. We all are different, and have to work things out the best we can. What works for one of us might not work for another - you and your docs have to work out your treatment in the end. I'm sorry your docs might not have been being as careful as they should. Hopefully you can get that sideof things sorted soon.
Take care Renee,
Bram.