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Old 01-24-2014, 09:31 PM
aggie aggie is offline
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Originally Posted by MomWriterStudent View Post
I'm about 7 weeks into my concussion. I originally thought that the concussion occurred on a different date than it actually did, but after reading old messages to family members, I was able to figure out that I somehow lost a week of my life. Sigh.

Anyway, about 10 days ago, I woke up feeling great. I thought I was myself again! My rent was overdue and I had a ton of bills coming up, so I went back to work. I'm a writer, so my work is very mentally demanding.

This was a huge mistake. I was able to work for a few days and even hung out with friends for two days in a row. I also took my kids to several different events and ran all of the errands that I had put off.

Now I'm back at square one, minus the brain fog. The headache is back. The depression is back. I can barely read. I can't handle loud noises. I'm typing this with one eye closed (for some reason, I started doing that on the days my concussion symptoms are the worst). The nausea has returned.

I'm incredibly depressed. I feel like this concussion will never go away. I just want to work and play with my kids. I never realized how much I took my old life for granted until now.

I just don't know what to do. I can't afford to miss anymore work. In fact, I need to somehow force myself to write a bunch of articles tonight and tomorrow or I will be in serious danger of losing my home. I already had my cable and internet shut off this week, and my phone is next. I'm a single parent and have nobody who can help financially, and because I'm self-employed, I can't get paid vacation time or anything.
Dear busy angel
It's super taxing being independent and juggling not only your life but a couple of others. Girl - it's time to drop your bundle, tell your friends what is happening and yes! how worried you are. They will help. I was once in a similar position after a thyroid storm and my world seemed to be caving in. I ended up in ICU for a while. People did come to help - to clean my flat, to share a coffee, to feed back to work. My rent and phone bills got overlooked but I rang the estate agent and told them what had happened. They were sympathetic and let me catch it up. Your gift is writing and communicating it may be time to speak out regarding your situation in doing so love will come in many ways and you will return to better health. Love and wishes aggie
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