They do not know what I have but they see my struggle to walk with my cane everyday. I've debated telling them, I only just found out myself.

I do listen to nice calming music in my office but one of my co workers is so loud when when she talks I can hear her with my door closed and music playing.

I did try the find something nice for the first two years I've worked there. I'm getting worn thin in that particular area.

Thank You for the advice. I think I just needed to vent because I was feeling like such a terrible person. I was very positive and did not have such a negative inner monologue when I started working there.