I hope the weather allows you to get to the doctor. May I ask why you are fearful of Neurontin? If you start slow with the dose it will lesson the side effects.
Also I remember when I was new and felt I did not fit all the symptoms etc that I was reading on here or on websites. From the years that have passed my condition and symptoms have changed where I do fit more but in my opinion often many people who are hard to dx especially don't fit everything that is stated in the condition. Not sure if I am making sense?
I hope you get some answers and relief.