Hello chosetolive87 and welcome to NeuroTalk.

I am sorry for your experiences.

Please continue to work with your psychotherapist. You may want to print out what you have written here to discuss during your session. What can also be helpful is seeing a Psychiatrist for medication. The combination of therapy and medication might be more helpful for you. It is possible for things to get worse before getting better.

As far as Complex Post Traumatic Disorder (C-PTSD): This is not recognized in the Psychiatric Diagnostic and Statistical Manual (DSM), PTSD is.

Take care.

There is a subtype of PTSD:

PTSD with prominent dissociative symptoms (either experiences of feeling detached from one’s own mind or
body, or experiences in which the world seems unreal, dreamlike or distorted).