We all do what we have to. If I start getting overwhelmed I step outside and scream. I live in the country so I won't get the police called on me lol. Just one of my neighbors calling to ask if I'm ok. Thanks for reminding me that it can also be a side effect of some meds. Darlin you're not alone in feeling like this. That's the wonderful thing about this site. You can get on here and vent, or whine and we don't judge.