when the exercise machine broke on me the other day i was crying - then shaking until i got morphine in the ER. when i saw my ortho the next day she told me to just go back to therapy - little setback. whatever. apparently she didn't think it was anything to fuss over.

i'm back on my methadone and gabapentin and had 3 shots this week. i think my pain response was appropriate - although no one else seems to think so. i hate people when they think i am a baby.

i am super sensitive these days.