i wonder if my bone cancer has
anything to do with
my hematoma

i wonder how quickly it took
to get into my bones

i wonder how to feel
it so badly makes no sense

i wonder why bone cancer

i wonder why bone cancer

i wonder why

i wonder how to feel
it hurts so badly
my family yet

i wonder what to do

i wonder how to think

i wonder why

i wonder why

i wonder if you can hold me Brother
if you could hold me

i wonder why
i don't want to leave my family