Thank you Doody and I so hope that you're right.

Kathy I'm so sorry for what you're going through right now...I had no idea. But I just want to reassure you that it's nothing that you've said or done. If you did I never saw it. BTW, I love that song by BTM.

I feel like a big weight has been lifted off my chest. But I still live with the nightmares. I was the one to find my brother. We shared the same bathroom and when he didn't answer I just thought he was taking too long as usual. I got impatient and opened the door and....................