oh how happy?
lets wait till orthosurgeon
sees disk
and his findings
said the radiologist reading
and their impression is not to be
worked up about
that he goes by his blood work
so that is what i'll do
even though it says i have
bone infection and bone cancer
this it says
Mark i will ride your train for a while
if you don't mind
i see the new surgeon on the 24th
i am a blankly blank ****** off
this is my body my life we are
messing with
i had enough crap happen the night
i woke up to get ready for work
and my life changed from that night
to date
i don't know what to believe anymore
something is not right this is for sure
and i am scared
how could the radiologist make such
a horrible finding or term
my oncologist said lets wait for
the blood work and what the doctor
has to say
and then in the mean time
he seen the implants
and said the surgeon needs to fix
the left balloon it has migrated further
since he seen it
i told him
i did that already
he said they were fine
i said
that's what i said
what the **ck
can't anything go right
when it comes to me
turd