Hey Bram, Im so sorry your still having a hell of a time but glad you have your hubby there to help he sounds like a trooper bless his heart for cryin thats really sweet I have to say I could use a guy like that but they look @ me & run the other way lol.. I didnt think doctors or nurses did house calls anymore that's great they came to you I think more of them should do that cuz there are times we just cant move. As for the women who laughed @ you should be smacked how rude & disrespectful of her!! I've had that happen to me & I lost it I cant stand when I get treated like that for no reason but I'm happy your going to get some relief & if the morphine helps take it. From the sounds of it the pain going down your leg might be your sciatic nerve..Reasons I say that is your having the same problem I did the first time mine went on me & I couldnt walk for almost 3 months I still have probs with it but it varies on how bad or how long but it maybe what is going on with you. I hope you feel better sooner than later, you'll be in my prayers hun btw No worries on how you look I'm sure your hubby loves you no matter what & we all know how it goes so ur good