I don't understand what is going on.

I'm feeling weaker and weaker every day. Is this something that MS does? Does it do bad things like that, that quickly? Daily worsening?

I can barely walk at the moment. I'm freaking out. My dad told me to go ahead and go back to my doctor that's out-of-network. He'd pay for it. My dad and my aunt (the nurse practitioner) both thought that it would be better for me to go see someone that I actually know and have seen before, rather than trying to find a new doctor during a big flare like this. I can't see him till thursday tho. Hope I can make it that long.

I talked to my neuro the other day, and he'd told me to go see either my regular doctor, or try to find a new one. So, yeah, I'll go out of network just because I already know the guy. I think my neuro wants me to get checked out for anything else that I could have other than the MS.