Fluff today is just resting my head in the clouds for a moment of gratitude, without the attachment of gravity... I am safe after a long long day..I had questioned my ability to survive...assured, I am more than alive. I saw the pain psychologist for 1.25 hours, pleasurable except for the pain from sitting.. no comfy chairs like Mark56.

and another trip to my GI doctor after lunch. Still have pancreatitis. ... but I am better and wont see him again for 6 weeks if it holds.

for that with all my muster.I had my MRI and am clear for lesser pain take-off on the SCS express...

It is the only decision I can make.


in this moment anyway...
warm evening!

Hana