Sorry to read your also dealing not only with crps but also with the sequels following our condition,sadly,no many people really understand our daily battle maybe because is not everyone else fight,see,we can only deal with so much at the time and like a song said,we are only humans,we bleed,we got scare,feel pain and we seen to be invisible for some people or is better for then to ignore us and live in denial but our reality is not that, we are battle an invisible demon that sometimes is not too invisible after all, I had battle this condition not for too long but I had enough, I keep trying but is hard,I got that part,but you will never stop that feeling that you are alone no matter how many people seen to be understanding they really try but they can't be in our shoes literally no even for one day, is our destiny I guess ,cruel but is what it is,we will always have someone who keep our feet down earth but for the rest we really feel like make no sense and we want to give up, I had bad days too, lately more than before but reality is we have to keep fighting for ourselves, be brave, more than you already are, I'm afraid too everyday and also think like you but when I see people feeling that way make me realized we are on this fight together no matter who we are, been here makes us those brothers and sisters we wish to have, we all share the same feelings just let us know,we are here for each other,I feel same way and when I feel down I always wrote few sentences looking for those words that will heal my heart at least for that day,hope things get better soon for you like I always pray for everybody else,is normal,I'm sure but faith also keep us floating in these huge ocean of loneliness , change your grieve into grace, smile even when ur in pain no one else can do it but you, wish you the best and let us know how you doing,we are all listening, blessing to you all, from Jesika