Well that goes down as one of the most humiliating days of my life.

The neurologist who was oh so helpful when he saw me a few weeks ago in the midst of my arm muscles operating independently of my direction, and who was oh so sure that the MRI would show something up, today, when it came back clear, essentially told me that there was nothing he could do and he couldn't give me anything or offer any help whatsoever and was I sure it wasn't in my head.

Unbelievable. I am just mortified.

And still stuck here with all manner of crap going on with my body and no reason as to why. And nothing I can take to ease it.

Devastated doesn't even scratch the surface of how I feel after today. And I am still stuck with all the horrid crap and zero idea on what the hell to do now.