thank you for your concern

i shall try to stay on point to answer your question

Saraeve as all my children suffer from one difficult
event in their lives doctor induced addict

Michael second in line
manic depression
bi-polar doctor induced addict

Christine my Christine made me a mimma out of admitted
selfishness just wanted someone to love and love her back
an addict who suffers depression who she is anger issues
i have custody of Eva till mommy gets what it takes to have
a child that depends on her looks for her when she's gone
a natural feeling a child i would hope have
i was there as they opened her up and took her out of mommy

next best thing
my Love child
i did not love her father
to be pregnant at 38 and
not gotten pregnant in my whole
time divorced from my one and only
ex-husband
i was twenty four
three babies
a fourteen year difference
comes Corissa
the best thing that ever happened
to the family
very difficult to tell the kids
teaching morals and values
it was only their opinion that mattered
and not only surprised
as i never entertained
men in my home
and then their joy
she too became ill with fever
at three and a half months
needed to wait till she was
a year old to have one of her two
right kidney surgeries
she is in high school now
trying to find her way
told me just a few days ago
how she really wants to be a nurse



i myself is hanging on my Brother
oh how he was carrying me through
my life
now for a radiologist to have a diagnosis
of osteomyelitis
that means inflammation of the bone
caused by pyogenic (pus) organism

and or metastasis disease
that means transfer of disease from
one organ to another via infected blood
this was found through a routine MRI
with/without contrast

now Saraeve started with a neurologist
who than started the wheels to turn
or the train ride we were about to venture
into uncharted waters

as two other people i know dearly
my kindred friend Eva
her experience a brain bleed
affecting her right side
prior to this
massive headache

a friend Loryn
also a brain bleed
affecting her speech

and then there is my eldest
in the hospital with a very
bad cold pneumonia
6 months old

never sick

until that day

it was to risky to venture further
into removal of the occcipital lobe
to harm other surrounding area
sight would have been lost in both eyes
not a success in surgery

BUT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN
AT HER PRIME
LIVING HER LOVE OF "WORDS"

she still is on many anti seizure
even with the VNS implant
the "vagus nerve simulator"

my hero in many ways

me in many ways

sending lots of love
girls must be big now