I different sucky issues than you. At least you can sleep! I find more relief with supplements than have been able to get so far from drugs. I have also been taking out my pain on others. Cashiers get it the worst for some reason. Probably cause they are the only person I deal with that doesn't know me. I try to take drugs prescribed by my doctor but they end up making my mood worse, more violent, still can't sleep even though they make me more tired and don't seem to do anything for my PN. Have you tried the Epsom lotion? I ask cause you mentioned numbing. I used the lotion and it made my legs numb to any pain.