i dont know whats wrong with me

depression or something

sometimes it seems if i eat some sugar in coffee i feel better and circulation is better ,but i thought sugar is bad

maybe its despair and lack of stuff to do like a job

or mugginess in the air in spring or breathing is weird

i wonder if others felt like this

sometimes i feel i could die or pretty odd feeling i guess

then i take aspirin and i feel better then it comes back the next day