Not being able to work and provide for my wife and kids is my biggest fear. If I can't work I feel I am useless to them. I worked very hard for 15 years to get out of the situation and place we were in and finally have it made in a nice house in a really nice area and could loose it all really quick due to whatever is going on. The pain I have been able to manage but not being able to sleep and constant tachycardia is currently threatening my work situation.