Yeah is hard I will tell my surgeon about your recommendations also will research too,see,I was having abdominal pain but thought that was because of my pass surgery in jan 2014 not that I have something else,really took me by surprise I know something was wrong but I did not expected at all and with a new surgery,returning to work is definitely impossible now ,well I will just deal with this now and worry about everything else after, I know when I door closed I new will be open and I hope we all have those doors available,thanks for all your prayers and messages of hope,I never felt before more blessing than now that I have so many friends who really understand me,thanks to all and blessings too, our Lord crosses our ways and it the best that happens to all of us,thanks again and I will let you guys know when a date is schedule and how it feel after,all the information you share with us has a great value, thanks again, Jesika p.s. In little pain but still smiling