I hope you can learn here like I me.This site is wonderful.Good kind people..With lots of caring love spread here..Everyone is willing to listen and not judge us.We understand where others do not.I have had this monster for four years..Still fighting,working and always trying to spread smiles..The happier we feel,the better we feel..I try everyday to go to work,smile and enjoy the children I work with..Some of them have it worse than I..I am just greatful I can see and hear..Just think it could be worse for us..They are what makes me smile..They show me love and I share it back..Thats how I keep pushing myself..its not always easy..I admit I have really painful days,but I try my best or if its that bad I stay home..Which latey it seems I stay home more.