Yah, not sure if it was the frustration of putting it together, or the frustration that minutes in after trying to concentrate I couldnt focus. Just cant believe how bad it destroyed me. Even today Im still feeling the effects of that. More so than my usual symptoms. Very frustrating.

I think I just need to accept the fact that im delegated to relaxing and I need more time. As horrible as that sounds to me. I just dont do well laying around. Im always doing something.

The sleep thing needs to change soon though, hopefully the neurologist can help me with that. 2-3 hours of sleep a day is not cutting it at all.