dear Gerry

i certainly will
she did not call again
came home at 5:00
no phone call
was with her girlfriend
at the library
point i told her please
for the love of God
let me know where you are
or better yet ask can i
if you know i may need
for her to do something
send her dressed in uniform
as she has been singled out
no 0 zero support
as the one time she went
to his house when the phone
and uniform were the issue
in the beginning of last
year
he bought her skinny jeans
and did not see what was wrong
with that
fought me all the way
opposite everything she is
required in school
and then the cutting class
to hang with the wrong influenced
easily people pleases
helping her be her own person
that she must follow school rules
i did not make them
even if i like most of the system
she wants to dress out of uniform
bamm put in TLC i get a call
i am told what she is wearing
NOT WHAT I SENT HER IN
she is yet to carry her $200.00
back pack a place for everything
never used it
i have met her more than half way
and enough is enough
time to buckle down
not that easy
do not want to loose her to money
this is what he bribes my daughter
with
she watches his wife beat the two girls
with shoes DYFS interjected as school
put the blame on the wife
who can't speak a word of English
not okay

he did not raise the oldest one
his sister-in-law did and married his
best friend
anyhow all affiliated with the same
12 step program i have maintained my
home group meeting ever since i started
23 years ago
and it works if you work it
not get caught up in the gossip
that goes on and i find tat i become
topic of conversation
as a woman he tells about my
car comes to my house
asks me at one point
"can i ask you a question"
said sure
"does Luis take care of his child
i said, "not only isn't he a father to her
take her to school as i couldn't when
i became ill
but lied in court when i filed for child support
to this day he hasn't complied
lied about his income
i never pressed the issue
figured i did it with three
i can do this again
never factored in getting ill
so the answer to your question is no"
but that's okay
i reported him to the IRS
no ill feeling about it

well this witch
gave him the heads up
and told him
and tells Corissa
we know the same people
i know she reported me
Corissa says
you know your a lair
and a cheat i seen what you
do
and what you claim
i'm not stupid dad
this he did not like
that's quite alright
he messed with the wrong women
my daughter Saraeve is who i
speak of there were she had to call
i was mortified
this blankin witch gave him the heads up

and i thank you for your courage
it takes courage i tell her
to be your own person
not to let anyone steal her desires
her thunder
how important she learn and absolutely
to have fun
always have fun
she was always known for her beautiful
smile
it is beautiful as she is
she morphed into a b e a u t i f u l f l o w e r
she isn't my baby girl anymore
a hickey on her neck
and i ask was this public display
not to mention
it's not okay

pull back
put it on the back burner for now

for now
we will see
be assured i'll tell her
thank you for your concern
open to anything