if my son will ever let
go of his birthday horror

if his birthday the same day three
years later my father committed suicide

if our dysfunctional family has a
chance for a brighter chance

if his wife my birth parent
ever even cared

if my son gave up trying
to off himself

if goofy knows i read it asap

and if DMACK knows i love it

that Abbie stands among many
who have lost a life

if i could give hugs out to all that cry
in darkness who still need to see the light

if i can say thank you for
letting me share