Perhaps I made it sound slightly different than it actually was. My daughter and I talked, and we cried. She and I are very close. She is a bit older so I can talk pretty openly with her. She knows what a toll this is and has taken. As great an actress as I would like to be, there’s just no living with me and not seeing what’s going on. She just had a rare moment of crying about it to me. I tried to fake it, but I truly suck at that. I mean I try to be strong and all, but at the end of the day what you see is what you get with me. You never have to second guess where I am at with things. I guess I should have elaborated a bit on this.

I have been on a bit of a pity party about how painful my entire body has felt, and not being able to use my upper body much. Not being able to use the lower half much was bad enough. This coupled with her coming to me and crying and a few other life things going on… there are just days when it all seems to be a little much.

Krow46.. even if it was meant for Nanc, what you say is true. I have many blessings and I need to take solace in those.

Thanks guys/gals!