to all

early this morning
i was watching my
morning news with
Rosanna and Greg channel
5 tri state area
there is something about
women not to have their
mammos starting at forty
with no history of cancer
and those who have a history
at 30
are now suggesting
NOT to have them
until later than that
60
who the blank came up
with this bull turd
JAMA journal medical ***.
i have had 2 cervical neck surgeries

2nd one failed me in many ways
it has caused many X-rays MRI
CAT-Scans this injection that injection
this medicine no that medicine
while going through a discogram
meylogram 2 DNC constant bleeding
never had any problems in regards to
infections
but my hormones raged in my 20,
30ties with extreme sweating
during ovulation
my rage out of control many times
40ties it subsided some the rage
still out of control
and the sweating increased
as i was ovulating twice a month
hence the constant bleeding
my OBGYN ordered tests
showing i certainly going thru changes
there are 4 phases
so there isn't much confusion on
my part
it was a perfect storm

BUT NOW
a fresh m
MRI with and without contrast
diagnosis
osteomeyloites and or metastatic disease
translate
bone infection or bone cancer
3 doctors no answer
my sister a medical assistant
for many different doctors
is now working for a doctor
who is taking my findings seriously
had my sister make an appointment
to have the braca test

it is imperative that women
take this cunning disease
we all have
i believe mine was awakened

it is imperative that women stand
tall
speak out
pay close attention
to all that is going on
with your body

i failed to mention this in
my lumbar

i can say without a doubt
my pain has progressed
in pain not once in a while
not if i move wrong
this is growing
whatever it is
and i am still lost in thought
how can three doctors not all
entertaining ruling either of the
two

this is what Dr. Deaconti
will do for me
take me in as a patient
do tests to rule out
findings

wouldn't it be amazing
if it be a gross mistake

it has been shown
breast cancer likes bone
ironically true
it is one of the few
favorite places to go

so tell me please
am i nuts
or do i make sense

i make sure all my doctors are
not only on the same page
but same book
and if a doctor does not confer
with the patients other doctors
THERE is the problem

I KNOW MY BODY

who is anyone to tell me what i feel

who is anyone to tell me what to put
in my mouth

you take an oath

and i have inadvertently
had crappy luck

both the female
and bones are a problem
in the family
genetics


i am curious to know
what today's doctor



please pay attention
do not settle

i am glad to have a doctor
be concerned enough to see me

will be back

God Bless
keep watch over yourself