yesterday (wednesday) was the last day of the short taper I did. (2nd taper this month)

Today, I feel really bad. Not sure if it's because I just finished two courses of steroids, or if whatever was making me feel sick is still making me feel sick. No idea if it's an MS thing, or not.

I just want to cry. My legs feel weaker every morning. I keep feeling like something very bad is about to happen. I feel really stressed out. I've been trying to do stuff (exercises) to try to feel better, but nothing I do helps.

then yesterday when that brat broke my walker. That just really got to me. Oh, and I asked the guy who made my new AFO that I got today if he knew how to fix the walker. He said it was too broken for him to fix.

One of the cables is completely ripped out, and the other one is bent, and barely hanging on. That kid really damaged it.

I have that car that I got last summer, and I can't drive it, and I've been trying to get hand controls for the car, and it seems like no one will help me do that. I'm starting to feel like there's not really any point to keep trying to do anything. Might as well just sell the car. I never even get to ride in the front seat because whenever we go anywhere my mom gets the front seat. That car is fast becoming a sore point with me.

oh, and the new AFO hurts my leg. It's so uncomfortable that I took it off. Going to call and tell them there's something wrong with it.

just feel like everything is getting worse and worse, and no one wants to help me.

My head really hurts tonight. Think I'll go to bed. Everything hurts tonight.