I can't say thanks you enough my friends. It does my heart good to know that all of you are here for me. Although I wish none of you had to go through this journey, it is a blessing to have people who literally understand my pain.

Just a few answers to some of your post. Enbloc I did go back to 60 mgs. one day and 30 the other for a while. Now I am back to 30 everyday for my second week. I'm really scared to go to 30 every other day so I'm not sure when I'm going to do this.

I actually have a GP appt today so Dr. Smith and Mrs. D I will ask about the L-tryptophan and low dose ambien. I am not sleeping much so both may help.

To all of you, I did let the tears come and although I have been exhausted it felt better to let it out. As I read all of your caring and encouraging answers I cried. I seriously don't know what I would do without all of you to talk to.

I said to God this morning if this is a test, I think it has been long enough. It's harder than any test I have ever taken. Then I thought of all of you and counted my blessings.

Thank you!!

I hope to be back in my normal of mind ASAP. I need a tissue again! Haha!!!