Hi. I'm boo. I've posted a few times on this site, but I'm still pretty new.

I just wanted to you ask everyone:

Do you ever get so tired of everything (all your medical appointments and health issues), that you just feel like you should be dead already? Like you've been through so much that you can't understand why you are still alive?

I'm not saying I want to die, but at this point I am just surprised what all my body can put up with. This really only came up for me today because I slept all night, turned off my alarm, slept for a few hours until I needed to leave for an appointment (physical therapy), barely participated there, then went home and slept till 4pm. I skipped all of work, even though I love working, and didn't even call in sick. I don't know how much longer my body will last, but if I were to keel over and die tonight, i wouldn't be surprised.

What about you? Do you ever feel like you can feel yourself dying?
Reply back. It'd be nice to know I'm not the only one that feels like this.