Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for another day

A call from my sister I missed
She called distressed over very
important issues many brought on by
self
Nevertheless she picked up the phone
no one on this earth is meant to suffer
yet we do
Our mother land Africa a place I happened
to be born in city Durban
Her and I talked for four hours on our past
the choices made opportunities past on by
as I reared three babies at twenty four
My sister lived with some fun time something
I am glad she did
as where she is now I wish on no one
a mother of one
my nephew seventeen honor student in a
reputable school yet lives in a dysfunctional
home front
His father lives with her and son and divorced
but there to help
I intent today was to bring her to a meeting
Did not happen
Maybe next Sunday
Where is my blessing
By her calling
Looking for answers and healing
To be able to speak of the Great I Am
Brother Jesus his mother Mary
Oh how great it was to connect
understand our lives realize our life
as children was not of normalcy
for she too experienced did not only
happen to me but also her
And when all hell broke loose for myself
as my birth parent was in denial at the
expense of her children
It was when her now ex-husband she still lives
with
Caught him learing at my then twelve years old
and to boot I had a few good glasses of red wine
in me
It was one of the few TRULEY bad storm
enough of that turd from my own father
SICK SICK SICK
And this be the reason of staying single meant for
me after my divorce why I still am single
Blessed I am to have had some knowledge of my
own personal experience
It took her to tell my birth parent it happened too her
How phethic
SAD SAD SAD
I always knew my birth parent was selfish even making him
a father she had trouble getting pregnant
And then I was born
Am I bad mouthing her
No
It is the truth
The blessing
I can be there for her hope to help her
and bring her to a meeting a twelve step program
and begin there
It was so good to talk
actually listened
This be a very important
And I can

My baby girl Corissa
a decision very difficult to do
however with the help and the
only ones qualified to make any kind
of assment it would be from them
and we all agree
I received a call from her father
told him of my decision and he supports it
Because of certain situation beyond my control
and the school failing not only my daughter but my
personal constant contact with guidence counselor
teachers who took my concerns to heart
but when a child does not show up as she would
rather hang out and socialize in lunch or in school suspension
classes and worry about being accepted the clothing that was
an issue as uniforms are the conditions and her challenging
the school rules by changing her clothes into what others wore
so she would argue with me until I gave up as the others made it
impossible for me to challenge even though I brought it to the
attention to the adults that did diddly squat
So Ged next step with a part-time job as all the trials
failed including her father
Only now is he taking me seriously
just four years too late
Now he understands the mistake the iPhone
was the first MAJOR MISTAKE and bet too agreed

Blessed to have a strong persona
only those who TRULEY know me
take it seriously
others will difine me as a *itch
and that's fine
they are of not my concern
and no person will interrupt her
progress and be that strong independent
self sufficient and love her job
This is my job to help her
I also made it clear how the school
failed me
Do we not follow the rule
"No child left behind"
I make no excuses for my daughters behavior
And I am very aware where she needs help
by the grace of God
We as a strong family will do all we can to guide
her
She understand she HAS TO PUT IT INTO PLAY
Not PAUSE MODE
I shall give her last summer as a teenager
Come September she will be a teenager living
in the adult world
Father Jesus Mother Mary
I trust your guidence
May we PREVEIL in this situation
Thank you for my blessings I receive on a daily basis
Amen!