The elephant hangs around a lot of us. I didn't know what to say, as your pain is very deep. Just wanted you to know that I care. I am so sorry you were treated with such indifference. That makes the load that much heavier. Maybe when we come here to talk about it, things can get better. There should be open discussion on this subject. You have an extended family right here. We can't make up for the family that hurt you, ignored you, but we sure as heck can be here to support you now. I hope your pain is less today, and that hope remains alive. You are in my thoughts. ginnie