Hey there,
I've just now, right this minute, read your post...and I'm on my way out the door, dammit...just wanted to get right back to you and say

HOLD ON !! Yes, jealousy, yes, yes, yes. Completely understand. Have you read the spoons piece? Right now I'd give you all my spoons and just stay in bed for 2 days myself....o god, where is that magic wand???
I'll get back properly later...
lotsa luuuurve xxxx