frogga,
I'm so sorry for what you are going through. I wish I could just put my arms around you and let you have a good cry. But as I can't, I'll do the best to send good thought and hugs to you. You are going thru so much, and you are still hanging in there, being an inspiration to us all. When I get feeling down about having rsd, I just read your threads, and then I kick myself out of bed. If you can get this far, I can get out of bed. Please take care of yourself. and try not to fall anymore.
Hugs
Mary