Thanks so much for being so nice too Vrae. It means more to me than you know. I'm going to try to keep fighting and not quit. You and Tessa have been through so much more than me, and you are both so strong. I have never been a strong person, but am trying to be more like you guys. It's just so hard. I'm just so darn tired and my heart is getting tired. I can feel it. I lost my only sister to heart problems and it scares me. I know I have to keep trying though for my family. My husband and son still need me even if they don't know it. And I need them and all of you. I'm so glad I have you as a friend too. Thanks for being such a good friend. I hope you feel better soon too. I'm always praying for all of you. I pray every day now. I figure it can't hurt. I hope you can get some well needed rest tonight and feel painfree too. With loving prayers, your friend, Renee.