i'm so sorry, too.
i think the most frustrating thing about RSD isn't pain. don't get me wrong, because i KNOW the pain is horrendous and does terrible things to your body and mind. BUT! when i look at what you said about having too many things to do (like your test) - i think THAT is what is frustrating. not being able to do the things you want/need to do. I mean some days it's hard to even walk to the toilet, let alone get kids ready for school, fix lunch, do laundry, clean house... there are so many things that can't be done.
it's a hell of a life, but you are strong, frogga! it sounds so cliche to say "hang in there" but sometimes that is the ONLY thing you can do.
i will be praying for you extra hard today!
ang