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Join Date: Apr 2010
Location: GulfCoastSouth .... April 2014 rudely displanted to the cold wet windy gloomy NW coast.
Posts: 675
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Member
Join Date: Apr 2010
Location: GulfCoastSouth .... April 2014 rudely displanted to the cold wet windy gloomy NW coast.
Posts: 675
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Thank you each one and all here. Truly.
Yes, I too was even just last year still one of you who cried at tv news, tragedies around us near and far, tv biographies, etc etc.
Oh to still have that aliveness to feel and to emote.
This deadwoodness is not a life.
And it is but one piece of the brokenness.
And yes, I have thought of the chemical makeup of tears and that in fact they may truly be healing. I remember, what a cleansing afterglow.
Much appreciation to you each here. It means so much.
I am otherwise way too much alone with all of this.
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50s Babyboomer; 2008 high-impact rear-ended/totalled-MVC, closed-head injury->pcs ... "Still dealing with it."
1993, Fell on black ice; first closed-head injury; life-altering. // 2014 Now dealing with Peripheral Neuropathy, tremors, shakiness, vestibular disorder, akithesia, anhedonia, yada yada, likely thanks to rx meds // 2014: uprooted to the cold wet gray NW coast, trying to find a way back home ... where it's blue sky and warm!
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Each and every day I am better and better. I affirm and give thanks that it is so. // 2014-This was still true for me last year, I truly felt this a year ago. Unfortunately it holds no meaning for me now. Odd, it was the Theta mantra for years. Change change change.
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