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Originally Posted by allentgamer
Man Renee what a bummer....you shoulda kicked him! I know what you mean about not being in the records.
They told me I died twice on the operating table, and I can remember waking up and hearing someone yelling....stay with us! Come on stay with us! But in the official records there is no mention at all of any of that happening.
Plus they told me that a small piece of the clot had dislodged and traveled down into the calf. It lodged in the artery that feeds the ankle and little toes side of the leg and foot. He said that it would take a year to know what would be permanent damage, but was better then him going after it and tearing up the leg to get it. That too not in the records. But found it later in a doppler by another doctor.
At least I know what it is like on the other side, because I remember going somewhere. Somewhere where we can travel at the speed of thought  |
Hi Allen, Looking back now I wish I did kick him. Right in the N**S. But unfortunately I can't go back. I just hope that he doesn't hurt anyone else and cause them undue pain or worse yet rsd. I tried legal action against him hoping that it would prevent him from hurting anyone else. He treats children as well as adults and the thought of his emotionless expression and incapable hands treating others especially children makes me cringe. I tried my best, but because drs don't note everything in there reports and because some drs cover for each other, I ended up having to drop the case. I remember him telling me one time that he really wanted to be a heart dr not an orthopedic dr. That wasn't noted in the report either. I don't think he should practice medicine at all, but it's out of my control. What is in my control is not holding on to the anger I feel for the way he has permanently hurt me (and my family) both physcially, emotionally and financially. It's taken me over three years to be able to do this, but I finally have because I don't want him to have control of my life anymore. And if I harbour this anger I feel for his inadequacies that ruined my health and life, he will still be in control of me, and that's unacceptable to me. Like I told Tos in an earlier post, I will forgive so that I can move on, but I will NEVER forget.
I'm so sorry this happened to you too and that you died twice on the operating table, and I find it deplorable that it wasn't noted in your report, but I am not surprised. I've had it happen all the time to me. That's why I document everything in a diary I keep. I hope this never happens to you again and am glad you woke up. I hope that the place you were at when you were traveling at the speed of light was a happy and peaceful place. Because the way my health has been deteriorating lately, I am worried that I may be heading into that speed of light place unfortunately someday soon. I hope I'm wrong and am trying to get as healthy as I can, but it seems that I when I get one problem fixed, another health problem arises. And my heart is getting really tired. I can just feel it. I'm have alot of trouble breathing lately. Scary Stuff.