Dang this stuff just ruins lives
I hope things kinda slow down for you Renee, but totally understand. It is like that for me too. Im on this downward slide as I watch and feel my body get worse.
Not sure how long I will last, but I have decided to not let it steal my ability to decide to enjoy what I have left. I wish I would have known how precious life without pain was before RSD. I would have done so many more things...
Just glad I had the attitude that when I got old, I didnt want any what if's, or shoulda, woulda, coulda stuff on my mind.
That other place was really beautiful. I didnt see anyone, but was in this beautiful valley and was looking at some snow covered mountains. I thought ......man those mountains are gorgeous! Would love to check them out. No sooner did I think it, and I was in the middle of this beautiful forest, and now over looking this beautiful valley!
It kinda freaked me out! I thought Oh man, what if someone was looking for me? I should have stayed right where I was! Then faster then a blink! I was standing back in the spot I first arrived at. Then all of a sudden I start to fall backwards......everything blurred and I kinda slammed back into my body. Thats when I hear the people yelling stay with us. The next thing I remember I was waking up. I am not afraid to die now. It doesnt hurt
Reading all these stories causes me to want to hug everyone real tight, and take their pain