View Single Post
Old 04-19-2014, 11:41 AM
allentgamer's Avatar
allentgamer allentgamer is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: Toon Town USA
Posts: 1,023
15 yr Member
allentgamer allentgamer is offline
Senior Member
allentgamer's Avatar
 
Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: Toon Town USA
Posts: 1,023
15 yr Member
Default

Dang this stuff just ruins lives

I hope things kinda slow down for you Renee, but totally understand. It is like that for me too. Im on this downward slide as I watch and feel my body get worse.

Not sure how long I will last, but I have decided to not let it steal my ability to decide to enjoy what I have left. I wish I would have known how precious life without pain was before RSD. I would have done so many more things...

Just glad I had the attitude that when I got old, I didnt want any what if's, or shoulda, woulda, coulda stuff on my mind.

That other place was really beautiful. I didnt see anyone, but was in this beautiful valley and was looking at some snow covered mountains. I thought ......man those mountains are gorgeous! Would love to check them out. No sooner did I think it, and I was in the middle of this beautiful forest, and now over looking this beautiful valley!

It kinda freaked me out! I thought Oh man, what if someone was looking for me? I should have stayed right where I was! Then faster then a blink! I was standing back in the spot I first arrived at. Then all of a sudden I start to fall backwards......everything blurred and I kinda slammed back into my body. Thats when I hear the people yelling stay with us. The next thing I remember I was waking up. I am not afraid to die now. It doesnt hurt

Reading all these stories causes me to want to hug everyone real tight, and take their pain
allentgamer is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
Brambledog (04-21-2014), eevo61 (04-20-2014), Llynnyia (04-20-2014), RSD ME (04-19-2014), tos8 (04-19-2014)