When I came home from Yoga tonight, hubby had cleared out much of the living room. It looked liveable without so much crapp there. I told hubby we could have stayed here in this tiny place if we could have found a way to box up the stuff and haul it off earlier.

I am really hoping that the new place -- read BIGGER place -- will help me change my mood. I want to feel ok.

The hypnotist and dr of chinese med have both been telling me that my sleep issues are getting resolved. The hypnotist recently kind of told me to "go to bed" and quit staying up. All I have to do is actually go to bed and my sleep issues will be more or less over. So I am not sure why I am holding on to not sleeping at night and only wanting to sleep in the day time. And then being barely able to function at work or with anything else. Why would I sabatoge sleep? Why deny myself the restorative properties of sleep. On some work days I get 4 hours of sleep. What, am I stupid??


Sleep got worse when hubby moved in.
He and I were great for 10 years together when we lived an hour a part. Then we got married and he moved in here a few months later. And my life has in some ways gotten worse since we started sharing space and stuff.
I think I don't adjust to change very well. Understatement of the year. I stink at change. I wish I could join a contest for stinking at change. I could win that.


Mari