Sorry but I have to bring this discussion to a close.
Our guidelines do request that posts of a mainly spiritual nature be made to the
Spiritual Sanctuary Forum
Where we do understand and have no problem with posts being made in other forums asking for prayer or receiving words of support that are spiritual in nature, as can be seen in this thread, the discussion sometimes changes to become negative.
I would just also mention that sometimes if one does not agree with the spiritual views of others, maybe it would be best just to ignore the thread in which they are expressed, rather than become negative in response.
The forums are open to everyone so no one should ever feel excluded because they have a different view, but part of being in a community means allowing others the freedom to also just be themselves and express their views.
Renee, I do hope things get better for you, and sorry that this thread had to be closed through no fault of yours.