How toe,i was about too suggested you rsds.org or rsd hope but rsd Renee already did,I think many of us previously to be in this forum we already wasted all our option on where to get some kind of support and information,so,here was one of the places I though it would be good to express your concerns,hope you do research in those other websites and hopefully find what you need,yes ,we all need a gently,warm and soft hug often,for now we can only send you hugs by wishing you the best and hope you get better in all the ways soon ( physically and emotionally ),wish you the best ,blessings as well from Jesika