dear Father
Brother
Mother Mary

thank you for another day

dear Father
today i see a new doctor
this will help my brain a
whole bunch
just the thaught will not say it
i am not sure what this doctor
intends to do
all i needed to know
can either of the two
be ruled out
in my post i have come to
think there is a problem
but not "it"
i had "it" once before
did away with my breasts
i beg please
if it must
may it be the possibility
of it being an infection
that it is not detected in the blood
let it not have made it to my bones
bring some light to this heart
light to go on my back and you heal
i beg a miracle
this summer Eva joined the pool
this will be good for Corissa last summer
where she could still be a teenager
be at the pool with her niece
it will lots of fun

my sister is coming
i will follow her
will have all there
except son

speaking of my boy
Father take care of him
and allow the surgeon
who will have his heart
in his hands
turns out my boys
heart is being shorted
by nerves that are dead
and that his anxiety he
thought he and this
includes doctors he has
had several throughout his adult life
but it has been found
nuclear stress test found this
now they need to get in there
and get these deadened nerves
out may they be interfering
with the function
i know a bit about what is being talked about
i studied and received a certificate EKG Technician
the doctors said his heart working harder than it should be
can you spare him any hard times and that he be i hand you provide to do the job
his oldest sister will be there
as will i
to be there

only in Spirit
i will have Eva
he will have YOU

there is much to say thank you
for all you provide
blessings
from my Spirit to my obligations
without the trust and faith
is nothing
all is as it is suppose to be
i cannot express how much relief
it will be
my diagnosis big a big mistake
this too can be a possibility


in prayer
i shall put it in prayer
i have to pump up the faith
all will be manageable
my family will be with me
wouldn't have it any other way

i am wishing all
a beautiful blessed day
me