Man - yes RSD/CRPS is completely engrossingly fascinating. In an awful life-overriding type of way, but still fascinating nonetheless.

The stuff that happens makes doubters out of everyone - even family - and completely stumps the medical field.

The blessing and the curse is that we get to know our own bodies and our own minds excruciatingly better than most of the rest of the population. It is a forced window to the height and depth of soul. Who forced the window open? Is it us? Is it God? Is it random chance? Or has the window always been open and we just never noticed?

For me, what I ultimately learned from it is that randomness doesn't exist. It's an illusion. A very ironic, awful, beautiful illusion.

We can believe in everything, or nothing. Ironically it's the same thing either way. Two paths going up the same mountain.

But what do I know