You said,
"I feel really bad tonight. Little scared that my physiatrist that I'm going to see tomorrow is going to order a wheelchair for me. (I don't want one), and I'm also a bit scared that I'll end up in the hospital (and immediately go bankrupt because of the crappy insurance)

having a really really really bad week. I don't know how much more of this I can take."

I'm sorrry about your fall and boyfriend's accident. Hope you're both ok.

Do you use a cane or walker? Those are often prescribed before you need a chair, but a chair becomes a great friend and tool, when needed. Trust me.

If you are also on PLM, I wrote a (sort of) funny post called "How to know when you need a chair" It might help those who dread the idea of a chair.

Good luck, Erin, and let us know how it goes.

Karen
msbluis