Father

what in the world is she up to
its done over fallen apart i told her
my family comes to me first
and she has the nerve to call and wish me
and my daughter Christine happy mothers day
is she nuts
calls me from her job taking care of and old lady
doing the same sneaky thing
calling me in secret

SECRET

HER WHOLE LIFE WITH ME HER ELDEST CHILD

SECRET

this was for what Father
what did she want out of secret lies
what hasn't she learned
all she did was mistakenly
birthed us
never to love us
but to lean on all her life
left me in charge watching my
baby sister
i was under 5
all this you know father
why the **** did she call
we share nothing
i owe her nothing
i want nothing
why the **** did she call
the salt is burning my open wounded heart
she continues to operate as she always has
the family is not hers to mess with
yet she continues to
and where do i shove this turd
to painful to even touch
her lies lies lies lies lies lies
may they go with her
they are her lies
keep me clear minded
not to care not to cry not to feel
i do not want her to infect me anymore
she is my evil being
any part of her i wish out of me
my doors were always open to her
she chose to never use it
this much i told her
after reminding her
the family has fallen apart
and all she has to say
i know
what the **** does she know
what the **** did she ******* call me for