Yah, the ear thing has sort of been addressed and he knows about it after the last appt.

I just came back from my normal physician for an annual checkup. They asked how my head was doing ect ect. I told them about the current thing, and as suggested, asked if maybe it was a seizure going on. The dr said she couldnt give me any advice on it since it was a workmans comp case and they dont do that and I have not been under their care for it. BUT, she did highly recommend that I tell the neurologist about it (which I already had) and demand some sort of MRI to look into it, but thats all she would say on it.

My wife has been researching it too after reading this discussion, and she seems to think I could maybe having them as well. Im still not convinced, nor will I be until the neurologist tells me otherwise.

Also with the workmans comp, yah its a hassle. Especially since I was sent back to work part time and now im back out completely. The dr wants me to do stuff like go for walks and cut my grass (small yard) ect ect. I just feel as though if I do, someones watching and waiting to report me. Obviously I know whats going on in my head and the pain im dealing with, but to the naked eye you would never known unless you tried to hold a conversation with me. Slight paranoia I guess.

The pressure in my head this morning has been huge and im catching myself zoning out now. I sort of seem to know what to look for. I get insanely angry or moody, then Ill do something weird like silently scream or start singing a random song furiously, then I zone out. Im noticing though, im frozen in my gaze with my mouth wide open, but im able to think. Usually I can snap myself out of in about 10 seconds. Those first 10 seconds though its just my voice in my head telling me to snap out of it, then finally im able to. Not really sure whats going on, or if its just really my mind playing tricks on me. Usually after this happens I go lay down. Also, when I do it I notice my hands and wrists get really really weak, like I cant hold them up. So I like to say Im doing a velociraptor and limp wristing it. Weird I know.