Renee,good for you,that will take a heavy weight out of your shoulders,you need to feel free and let things flow like they suppose to,your son surly understand and will support you,don't hide the pain,you will consume on it, let it go and feel free and happy , is not worth it keeping the pain a secret,hurts more and when your dealing with more pain you know how bad it gets,wish you always the best ,with loving prayers ,Jesika